Tuesday, September 8, 2009
Tough word. Or, at least I find it to be.
Normally, I don’t have trouble forgiving others. You know, those who have hurt me. Said terrible things. Acted in the wrong way toward those I love.
That forgiveness comes somewhat quickly. And normally, easily.
I find it much more difficult to forgive myself for the things I do wrong.
I tend to dwell on those things. Beat myself up about it. Analyze it. Then analyze it some more.
Age hasn’t changed that bad habit.
God and I are working on it.
I’m not there yet. Hope to be soon.