Decisions--100 Words

Decisions.

How are you at making decisions?

I’ll admit. Most of the time, making decisions comes easily for me.

I weigh the options. Look at as many sides as possible.

Then, decide.

At that point, there’s no looking back. I did the best I knew to do. So, no second guessing.

But then, there are times that the decisions weigh heavily on my mind, heart, and very soul.

Those are the decisions that seem to have no answers. And, at that point, all I can do is second guess.

I hate times like that.

Right now, I find myself there.

Forgiveness--100 Words

Forgiveness.

Tough word. Or, at least I find it to be.

Normally, I don’t have trouble forgiving others. You know, those who have hurt me. Said terrible things. Acted in the wrong way toward those I love.

That forgiveness comes somewhat quickly. And normally, easily.

I find it much more difficult to forgive myself for the things I do wrong.

I tend to dwell on those things. Beat myself up about it. Analyze it. Then analyze it some more.

Age hasn’t changed that bad habit.

God and I are working on it.

I’m not there yet. Hope to be soon.